I care too much about others for my own good, I think.
Today:
- talked to dad about BC
- came out to my dad
eventful
sometimes people seem to think i take valentine’s day seriously
laughs until tears stream down face
that’s a good one
something happened
i feel sick to my stomach
i want to vomit
i am so angry
did you really need to fuck with my boyfriend like that?
really?
SCREAMS A BANSHEE WAR CRY
I need to do art tonight
After I finish this ecology section
I REALLY need to draw
I’m still feeling pretty angry today
Tonight I think we are going to go drinking… I hope we don’t run into anyone from Nick’s department because… I might not be able to keep my fists to myself.
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SO CLOSE TO 1000 WATCHERS ON FA
SCREAMS
What’s this? I can’t find my favorite Cusco song on youtube?
TIME TO UPLOAD IT MYSELF
TIME TO UPLOAD EVERY SONG I CAN’T FIND ON THERE
FROM EVERY ALBUM
TIME TO DOWNLOAD WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER
oh wow i just found the settings i want to use for background work
daaaamn
rolls on the floor screaming about how much I want a snake
After I shower I think I am going to draw fatfef
I know I have commissions but I can’t get into the mindset today
and fetfef drama has been all over my dash today
so
yes
no one can take chubby fef away from me nope nope noooope
I tried out a drawing exercise in class today
Roomie keeps pushing me to do new things, and my 2 hour herp lecture is a good time to practice. I did the thing where you start with one expression and keep pushing it to the next level.
I started with generic “happy” and decided to go down the laughing route.
So across the top of my lecture notes are these
increasingly disturbingly happy Neos with wide mouths full of teeth and head thrown further and further back and the text is like “heh SNORT hehehe! hehe ehehehehehe ehehe hahahaha HAHAHA HAAA AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA”
The best thing is that that is how I actually laugh and I think it scares people sometimes
more porn on the way btw
I sketched out some davesprite/jade in herpetology today
a good use of my time